My Crush

Okay there's a guy in my class and I have a crush on him. I really like him but I sometimes get a little nervous when I'm around him, like sitting next to him in class or something. He's tall, have brown hair, blue eyes, has a really cute laugh, he has a cute smile, and he can do a really good country guy accent. I sometimes fantasize about me and him as boyfriend and girlfriend but I don't think that will EVER happen. He's one of the popular kids and I'm one of those kids who thinks they're invisable because nobody ever really notices me. The one time we ever talked to each other was when I was arm wrestling my friends and I heard noticed me beating all of my friends and his friend who sat behind me at the time told him to arm wrestle me and we did. I got to hold his hand. And he beat me. But it was okay. I wasn't really mad at him  for beating me in arm wrestling because he's actually pretty strong. Well 2 days ago, two guys and I were playing around and the guy who was sitting mext to me took my cruch's textbook and tried to put it in my desk. Then I gave his textbook back to my crush and I said " He tried to put your textbook in my desk." then I think he said "Thank You" I didn't really hear him but I think he said that. I don't know what to do. I was thinking that somehow, someway that him and I would actually become a couple. But like I said I don't think that will EVER happen. Now I can just stare at him when he's not looking and fantasize about him and I becoming a couple.

Love,
Vampirefreak